The Prejudice Upholder

2009-01-04T16:27:00.000+08:00

Four words

I miss you,
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bebe..

2008-10-09T05:18:00.002+08:00

I are in the midst of attempting to finish memorising the elements and cases laid down under defences of offences.

I feel intimidated, by forseeing the passing rate among the youthful Gamma batch.

Call us crazy, for some underlying reasons we never get to meet the lecturers' requirement, especially those who has female characteristic and acts as if she suffers from PMS everyday.

On an unrelated note, the cool breeze in the early morning somehow calm me down and sooth the tense.

Hope the aircon in thee examination venue will be as cooling as the wind but not to the extent that will freeze our limbs and limit our speed of writing and circulation of blood.

There's nothing more annoying than forgetting something you've written down on a paper without reference for countless times.

You would like to tear the exam paper, gnaw on them and swallow, for good.

Ok, this might be exagerating but nevertheless, similar.

Good luck for us, may the force be with us.

Get yourself ready with your pens as weapons and brain as strategy.

You would like to pawn that booklet of papers with writings, and pass with flying color.

2008-08-03T21:12:00.002+08:00

I ditched the usual happiness that I can obtain, without extra effort, blood or sweat, happiness that was gifted within me, from the surrounding.

I put down the usual burden I had in school, unloaded half of it, and loaded the other half with the love I had to carry on with my life, same volume, double the weight.

I shed the tears that had never been released except in the occasional touchy movies or saddenning circumstances, as now I excrete these salty saline liquid from my eyes, daily routine.

I prayed to God for guidance after years of negligence on religion, he gave me hints, yet he gave me none, who else other than him can tell me what's right and what's wrong, still I've got no reply.

They observed and they noticed my change; the strength of friendship and its flexibilty nurture the bond among us and get it concrete. The past had been a rainbow-like memory, which the present me could hardly make anymore.

How many hearts I have been tramped under my cold-blooded feet, how many times my hearts have been ignored by cruel human beings. I survive, still, with my feet standing firm on the ground, I stand; I died, often, with my heart stabbed by his double sided blade, those liquid that oozed out from the injurt aren't blood, but tears.

He looks at me as a girl who is dying for attention.

He looks at me as a girl who is looking for extreme fun at night.

He looks at me as a girl who does not give all her best in relationship.

I think I do.

He judges me not.

I insisted I do.

He convicted me for arguing what he thinks is right.

Results vary, but always end up this way.

I apologize for the silliness I once made that caused my loved ones to worry.

I apologize for the tears and yelling that I have made that induced worry, once again into you guy's mind.

I apologize for everything that I couldn't perfectize.

All I've done is to make this work, this relationship tat no one approves of.

All I need is his appreciation and understanding; understand my affection and passion, however they are too profound to be seen by him, thus was set aside by him and all flaws were exposed to his very naked eyes.

Tears, everyday, tears.

I will make this work.

I will.

Dillema

2008-07-29T22:38:00.002+08:00

God, I have a question.

People do go through hard time, and whatever it is, I know you're always with us.

But this time, can you please tell me, as I've sent you so many prayers..

If its a sign, or a test..

Tell me please..

Someone please tell me..

Amoeba destruction

2008-06-10T22:19:00.002+08:00

After months long of semester and 2 weeks torture on finals papers, we have all freed from the cage. Freedom may sound nice, but how could we enjoy 3 weeks long of holidays without besties, homies, and freaked coursemates? I've been craving for my mom's yogurt 2 weeks before the sem break actually starts and now, I'm so sick of it.. I miss my home-made macaroni in campbell mushroom soup, I miss the curry maggie that we crave for everyday, I miss those unhealthy way of lifestyle.. Healthy food make me ill for weeks..

Sad news, my uncle had a sudden pain and was hospitalised few days before my holidays actually started. Nobody actually knew what was going on right then but the situation was not good. Something happened to his liver and he had been staying in ICU for almost a week. Anastetic had a serious side effect on him that gave him illusions such like red-eyed hospital attendants, crawling ants on clothes and super market - like hospital.

Good thing was he had been discharged and was able to rest in his own house, my stubborn uncle had been climbing up and down the stairs in his house despite his fading health. However, he had been sent to hospital in Singapore last week; during the visit with my dad to my uncle's ward, I was shocked in knowing the main cause of the illness..

Amoeba..

Amoeba in a cute way should look like this

Yupz, the villians in powerpuff girls cartoon. In reality, they look like this.

The most common single cell living creature that you've ever known. They live in water and reproduce by themselves. Amoeba was found under telescope in my uncle's discharged fluid, the abcess. These little things might be staying and accumulating themselves in my uncle's body for years. They stick at the surface of internal organs and reproduce themselves. The activities of Amoeba made part of my uncle's liver bursted. Scary right.. Thus, never drink non-processed water, river, well, even dew (??). You may not know if there's amoeba in it..

From Him, For me

2008-04-18T13:56:00.003+08:00

Beaucoup trop de temps se passe

Alot of time passed by

Chaque minutes je pens a toi

Every minute I think of you

Chaque heures j'ai besion de te serrer dans mes bras

Every hour I need your hug in my body or in my shoulder

Chaque semaine tu me manque

Every week I miss you so much

Chaque moins je sens faible sans toi

Every month I feel weak without you

Cvec toi j'ai tout les chose

With you I feel like I have everything

Toutjour j'attend

Always waiting...

- My Powee

Prejudice Leads to Betterment

2008-03-18T22:40:00.003+08:00

I used to detest those who prejudge people with what comes first to thier senses.

The clothing.

The style.

The language.

The expression.

Nevertheless I used to pressure myself not to make prejudice on people whom I do not understand thoroughly, it is a sin for gossiping behind people's back.

Of course I hate people who makes prejudice on me. Used to.

For most of my coursemates my impression to them for these two years, maybe the first year, was a playgirl who club alot and never study, never get serious.

My results are only known to my 4 besties and family members, I'm reluctant in announcing my result to prevent any unexpected events, usually bad ones.

Since my appearance always seems to be as a playful and talkactive girl sitting at the back, my comments among coursemates doesn't really sound good, I assume.

Miera once defended my honour when some girls in my batch assumed that my result was bad. After being told by Miera for them this was kinda eye-popping and jaw-dropping.

Surprisingly as an anti-prejudice human being I do not feel any worse but yet kinda amused by thier reactions.

Soon news spread and I got a nick which kinda embarasses me and without doubt, asserts more pressure on me.

It is hard to maintain equally balanced results in every sem.

I have to admit the statement above.

By the way, I somehow do not mind about any prejudice about me that was spread through the vineyard, rumours, huh?

I do not seek revenge or intend to fire back at those rumour makers as this is waste of time and energy for me.

I know they will get back-fired, at least I've seen one example.

Like I've said, if God creates the smart and the dumb ones to neutralize this world, there are too many dumbies to neautralize me.

Most of the people around me are smart and cool and nice to get along with but too bad still retarded exist, it is the theory of balancing this world I got no comment about the creations of God.

I may look unfriendly somtimes due to my face features but I'm actually easy to get along with.

I will be mean and sarcastic only if you attempt to piss me in the ass.

I do not mean you to really PISS in my ASS, it is just a metaphor.

I accept prejudice, in the same time I hate you all equally.

Home Alone

2008-03-16T20:01:00.003+08:00

This is creepy and I don't ever wanna encounter it..

Now and the rest of my entire life..

Ok, so I just got up from my bed and I went for laundry..

After done doing it in the laundry place I returned to my room and started surfing forum..

Suddenly I thought I heard something.

Anklet.

Ya I heard anklet.

But Miera wasn't home, she was out..

So who else would it be..

After the noise continued for about 2 minutes..

I kinda picked up my gut and walked out of my room..

To the left.

To the right.

Sector clear.

Still to make sure everything would be alright I switched on every light in the house.

The sky was fading and eventually it would be night..

Damn this scared the crap out of me..

Streamyx went Gay

2008-03-09T23:15:00.007+08:00

This piece of shit is actually driving me and my housemates to grave.

Actually I think it has done so since I've died a little inside.

The stupid broadband has gone gay for whole two weeks.

If any of you guys reading this is to be in my MSN list or YM list you should have noticed my contact with the innocent looking goo goo eyes face kept popping in and out from the right bottom corner.

I would like to apologize if this had actually annoyed you guys..

I've received a few complaints which lead to the action of permenant MSN denial.

Ya, I sign out from my MSN and forbid it from attempting in signing in again.

My YM is even worse as it will never go offline even if it's actually offline..

It stays in Online status for me but actually every IM I've sent can never reach to the sender.

Sucks to be streamyx subscriber.

Poor Alina got fed up as she couldn't even have a proper chat with her long-lost high schoolmate..

Rosie been trying to sign in MSN since last thursday but to no avail.

I got War of Emperium in RO which I don't wanna miss at 5am, and I gotta make armor and level my skills in Angel Online during this weekend-double-exp session.

I kinda got DC every one minute in my Online Game..

Lemme emphasize this, I'm not exagerating it..

EVERY ONE MINUTE.

I g0t DC-ed everytime I reached the castle by wrapping from the town..

I couldn't even stay in the Emperium Room for more than 2 minutes..

How the hell am I going to join the one-hour War with this condition.

Since it was getting on my nerve and before I let myself killed by vessel explosion I called the streamyx customer service center.

IN THE EARLY 4.55am..

Guess what, there was actually someone awake over there XD

Doooo Dooo..

Machine : Untuk Bahasa Malaysia, Tekan Satu, For English, Press Two

*Gracie pressed two*

Machine: Dear valued customer, we are currently having connection problem in US and HK. We apologize for the inconvenience, thank you.

Doo Dooo..

Machine: For streamyx.. Press One..

*Gracie pressed one*

*Gracie pressed four for customer service*

Doo Doo.. Doo Doo...

Guy A: Hello may I help you?

*Gracie hops in extreme joy and happiness*

After some explanation from the fellow with the help of Rosie, ( I hate to say this but the guy needs to sharpen up his English speaking skill. )

Seems that streamyx encountered some kick ass faulty which the date of fixing it cannot be guaranteed.

I'm sure if this can't be fixed I'm so gonna persuade my homies in terminating streamyx service and go for another braodband..

Hella we are not going to pay for services which do not actually satisfy us.

Screw with us?

Sucks to be you.

No Title

2008-03-05T23:36:00.002+08:00

I told my housemates a secret of mine.

Which had been kept quite a long time.

By chance,

They kinda found out about it before I confessed to them.

Today,

I started my story,

Which I think it was stupid.

With some underlying reasons my tears started flowing deep down from throat..

Everyone of them looked at me with empathy and tried to understand my situation.

None of them think it was stupid,

In fact,

One of them had been in my situation.

I got an online boyfriend, and he's not in Malaysia.

We planned to meet each other although we are 7 hours apart.

I can feel his affection disregard the distance between us,

And the mighty ocean which located in between of our country.

So many dreams and plans we've been hoping,

So many happy moments we've been sharing.

However a relationship won't work without consideration and understanding.

"BYE!!"

That was the last sentence he typed.

*Jin goes all sobby*

You can go ahead and laugh at me,

I don't give a fuck now.

Go ahead and tease me and laugh at me..

At least, all these thing worth it.

I don't regret for giving my affection and love to this Big Teddy Bear of mine..

Bye..

I'm tired of sheding tears anymore.

Its all about MOOT - Part 2 - Bailiff

2008-02-29T18:15:00.000+08:00

"An officer of the court who is employed to execute writs and processes and make arrests etc."

-quoted fromwww.wordnet.princeton.edu

So..

This is for those law illiterate to understand what a bailiff actually is..

However, my job in the competition as a bailiff was a mere time tracker and card lifter..

You know..

Lift the yellow card at the last 5 minutes and red card when the time is up.

And the best part was..

I was not distributed a timer..

Gotta use my own cellphone..

I was actually trembling in fear worried that my phone might black out anytime during the session..

Especially when the oralist was still giving his or her presentation..

"What's the time now!! WHAT'S THE TIME NOW"

I would be so screwed if that happened..

By the way,

Bailiff is actually not that captivating as he or she is sitting at one corner,

At the left hand side of the judges' table..

Thus you must always accept this fact that..

You get ignored very often,

As a bailiff..

..

*Red card up, high in the air*

*Look at the judges*

*Raised it higher*

*Look at the judges*

Ya, I was ignored..

The oralist didn't even wanna bother about me, she took the advantage of which judges did not notice my red card, trying to finish her summission in a faster pace..

*Gracie scribbled scribbled scribbled*

Here comes the funniest part, no one knows yet, I'm about to disclose this stupid and embarassing mistake I had done during my duty, as a bailiff.

So I wrote these down on a paper..

"My Lordships, I apologize for interrupting but the time is up."

*Gracie passed it to the judge*

*Quick browse*

"I'm sorry counsel but your time is up" - judge

Whew.. I did a great job.. I'm so proud of myself =D

So everything went on smoothly till the it was time for the judges to announce winner and comment about thier performance..

Here it goes..

"You all should have studied more on addressing the court, it's My Lords, and Your Lordships, not MY Lordships"

He emphasized on the 'MY' by raising his voice and tone..

*Mr Chia turned his head to the left and looked at me*

For a very short one second,

This was like a secret between me and him..

Know why I was embarrased?

'Cause the whole room was actually chuckling..

Anyone got a shovel? o.O

Time to bury my face below the soil..

It's all about MOOT - Part 1 - The Intro

2008-02-29T05:21:00.003+08:00

Folks,

If you got no idea what moot is,

Hold your fire I shall explain it afterwards,

Before I get all these started,

Gracie's special thanks to Andrew, Kesinee, Carol, Kumar, Nick, Dan, Shobana, Jing En, Alan, and all those beloved sub committee whom we had 'suffered' and 'enjoyed' the sweetness and bitterness during these four nights.

"I've been cursing this project when it was handed to me! BUT WE DID IT!" - Andrew, the director of MMU Law Moot Competition.

I never expect I could actually enjoy getting my leg suffered in those small tip toe heels and got all sweaty and suffocated under the thick heavy blazer.

Kk..

Enough of these mooshy musshy things..

Gather 'round, folks..

Time for some bedtime stories..

You see, mooting is actually something where the participant trying to appeal regarding to an existed tried case.

The fact is already stated, it was decided in High Court, the participants have to think as if they are in Court of Appeal and appeal for thier 'client', the appellant or defendant..

Correct me if I'm wrong..

If you still can't catch the ball,

Wiki it..

Still not? o.O

I shall announce u as illiterate idiot and you may bang your head against the wall..

HARD!

NOW!!

K k k I kid I kid..

I mean it, if you don't understand what I am writing you might as well move ur cursor to the X button on the top right corner,

Click it hard,

Do not hesitate..

K I kid I kid..

So emm, these four days we had been arranging rooms, moving chairs and tables in and out in and out,

Clean the floor,

Made everything in its possible best condition..

We saw lotsa lawyers, some were really friendly and nice, some were sarcastic, some didn't even wanna talk to us..

It hurt us.. A lot..

"Guys you know, some lawyers they don't feel like talking to you, so if they ignore you, don't take it personal. If they don't want you to follow them, make yourselves like a SHADOW!" - Kesinee, Head of Usherer.

I'm actually chuckling recalling Kesinee's expression when she was saying these.

"We're like secret FBI agents escorting by people in blacks along the corridor" - One of the lawyers.

"Why is it so deminent?" - Another lawyer.

MMU, time to change the goddamn floor and add more lamps in CLC building, it's not like you don't have the money FFS..

The cracking mosaic making MMU look so gettho and poor..

And the CHAIRS! FFS THE CHAIRS!! DO SOMETHING TO THEM!!

*Panting*

Ok..

I will blog more about me being a Bailiff, and as an usherer standing at the roundabout..

By the way..

Seriously..

Honestly..

I wanna fck those drivers who turned on thier high light when they were turning into the campus..

Could't you see there was a cute tiny lady wearing her CAPTIVATING formal suit standing in front of the roundabout FACING the entrance?

Those fcking idiots actually enjoy seeing me get dazzled being flashed by those vehicles again and again..

I bet the MMU security guards were amused..

Can I sell dates on ebay? I'm desperately in need of $$

2008-02-23T17:29:00.004+08:00

Finally,

I own my very first blazer in my entire life,

The blazer comes with a pair of slag.

Actually,

Thing shouldn't turn out to be like this,

The pair of slag never exist in my list in the first place,

Until I see this..

{ RM159.00}

This is the price of the blazer.

{RM99.00}

This is the price of the slag.

{Rm200.00}

This is the prize of the blazer + slag.

Should I, Should I not..

Of course, you guys should already had the idea..

I bought these two pieces of VG$%^Vgtvwy5VG home

Not to mention I bought another pair of closed toe heels..

Classical black with furry surface, slight heels..

The price ain't economical to me..

Still, as long as it's good quality product, as long as they can be worn till I graduate..

It's worth it. =D

*Gracie grabs her wallet, rushes to her bed and crys burying her face in the pillow*

NAH~~

I kid, I kid..

Another day goes on

2008-02-21T23:49:00.002+08:00

So, my beloved cousin was complaining me for blogging about computer all the time..

But..

It was like the only thing I could write about.. o.O

So what happened to me?

1. My used-to-be best friend who scammed my item in RO hacked my another good friend in RO.

2. Beloved senior gave a treat in Chilis bar and I was too retarded to order a WELL DONE RIB EYE for the sake of my not-feeling-well stomach. Not to mention that it was RM50.

P.S It took me 45mins to chew the whole steak, I prefer the nachos..

3. I need a blazer and closed-toes heels for law moot competition, mentioned that I am the sub-committee, which resulting in severely damage to wallet.

4. My homies are addicted to Sims while I am addicted to Ro, as usual. While I am busy doing my true golden thief bug card quest they are enjoying watching simulators WOO-HOOing. XD

5. I was punished for being late for law moot meeting. Guess what, I cat walked in front of 30 pairs of eyes.

"She seems to be enjoying it"

No, I don't.

"I do accept prejudice.

And I hate you all equally.

Don't worry, you won't even realise it.

'Cause I never show. =D"

Bad USB Bad USB!

2008-02-18T23:36:00.002+08:00

I do need luck these few weeks.

Regarding to the upcoming Moot Competition which requires me to act as a bailiff and do nothing WRONG.

As well as the freaking SICKLY assignment which has to be passed up by 6th March.

I'm regret for not wearing the new bought rosary all the time.

This is why my USB ports went gay on my for the whole week.

This incident leads to Mouse malfunction, and anything attached to USB, DUH~

No webcam ( Like I ever use it )

No thumbdrive ( It's not with me anyway )

NO MOUSE!!! NO MOUSE!!!!

That's the freaking problem!! NO MOUSE!!

Well, guess you all will be thinking~

"Why don't you just use the PS/2 port?"

Good question.

Ever since I bought this piece of shyt, I had never used the PS/2 port..

Thus, I assumed that the port kinda self hypnotised itself..

"I'm useless.. I'm useless.."

Here it is, the useless PS/2 port.

By the way, my USB ports burnt..

In the sense of I smelt something burning..

My homies complained me for overworking my PC.

I can hardly believe it..

Baby, I thought you're very strong and tough, and now you got your own butt burnt.

*Sigh*

Anyhoo, I managed to get a PCI USB card last Sunday.

I couldn't stop the delighting joyful heart in my chest from thumping any faster. =D

Until I found out out of 4 ports 2 ports are malfunctioned..

My luck..

Now I know why Lina wanna adopt a child..

2008-02-16T06:21:00.003+08:00

If love brings sorrow..

If God loves me..

Why did he create love to bring all these sadness and sorrow in existence..

Colleteral with the relationship..

Is love all about doing anything for the partner..

Or accepting everything of the partner..?

Someone whom I loved betrayed me.

I betrayed someone who loved me.

I loved someone who didn't love me.

I didn't love someone who loved me.

I helped this girl in getting the one whom I loved.

And I got no feeling towards this guy who was showing me his love.

This guy whom I used to like trying to play on me. He failed.

I tried to play on this guy who played on me. I failed.

After pondering..

Maybe I should not move on, on love..

It only brings sorrow, despise the tiny miny chance of getting happiness.

Duh..

I tried to look around..

All I can see are evidence which are telling me I'm going on the right track.

Before you start telling me, "True love does exist"

Give me a concrete example.

Law student doesn't accept crap.

P.S: Gos's love doesn't count.

I believe in that.

It doesn't count as an example because..

God doesn't ask for sex.

I don't need this piece of shyt

2008-01-11T10:39:00.000+08:00

Damn it..

I feel so empty and hollow deep inside me..

And when I thought maybe I fall in love..

Dang~ It was just another confusion..

Gracie is going through PMS..

And the hardest phase in campus life to get throught with..

Sem break..

Loneliness and PC this piece of shyt..

Dang..

I'm not gonna fall in love for anyone..

It always leads to sorrow..

F**k love..

Day before the doomday

2008-01-03T15:56:00.000+08:00

It's been so long since I had this feeling XD

After breaking up with Nicholas it seems that the godness of love and passion doesn't look after me anymore =(

Honestly speaking Gracie can't feel love, either to give or to recieve

"I told you he likes you"

"Bah.. He clarified that he doesnt.."

"Well you know he is stubborn and no one will admit that. It's obvious that he got jealous"

Duh..

"You're cool"

"o.O Do I?"

"Ya Lance and me think that you're cool"

"XD"

Ok, somehow now I feel being loved =D

But it will never change the fact that I'm a mean person, and Ya except for a certain group of people, I am mean to everyone else.

Hormone affects, too.

Very much.

Emm....

Why do I feel like gnawling on my notes right now..?

Oh ya I've got final paper tomorrow afternoon..

I can't shed off the numb feeling on my scalp, the weary feeling that haunts my body and the devilish look of my Intellectual Property notes..

Gracie needs some break..

By the way, Gracie joined new game, Fly For Fun (FLYFF)

If you guys have any chance to play with it, leave me a message so we shall share the joy of being leveling with each other. =D

Final paper is such a killjoy.

Grr..

Gracie vs Baby PC

2007-12-28T02:05:00.000+08:00

Computer..

Is such a..

Troublesome production of technology..

Developed by humankind's intelligence..

Yet essential..

Well..

It's my life..

And it screwed my wallet big time..

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"So what makes my computer so lag?"

"It's probably because of your startup, too many programmes"

"Oh is it.. I see.. Teach me how to reach startup, I'm gonna delete some programme"

"NO! I'm not going to tell you what to delete or else your pc might not be able to start"

"Bah.. Just tell me how to reach it I know what stuff to get rid of"

"Ok.. So.. U go to run and type "msconfig"........"

And so, Gracie unticked some UNIMPORTANT programmes out of all those ticked and non-comprehensive programmes, ym, msn, emule, aim were unticked.

Gracie felt satisfied.. =D

BIG SMILE!

"You need to reboot, you know right?"

"Ya.. It pops up.. So Dom thx ya see you later after I reboot"

"K see ya"

"Restart" clicked..

DING DING DING DING~~

The monitor colours started to fade and in process to reboot, Gracie waited impatiently for the faster starting of Window..

Ok.. Everything was fine... Window was running and EEEEEEEEEHhhhhhh!!

WTF?!?!?!

Unable to enter Window!?!?

Ok, I'm screwed..

After countless of attempts, my hope started to fade off.. Did I untick startup programme? o.O I don't think so..

Bow Chika WOW WOW~

So Gracie picked her phone and called her beloved cousin..

"Emm.. I'm screwed.."

Well, I still remember his devilish laughter.. What a cousin T_T

Ok, save all those conversation we had on how to fix my baby pc, the only thing that went across my mind was to send her to the shop for repair, ASAP..

I told cha, computer is my life..

Now comes the best part..

When I thought the reason that made my pc unable to start was because of my stupid idea and itchy hand that deleted important startup programme, the very awkward moment of Gracie was carried out in Ixora Pc Shop.

"Emm.. I think I've deleted some start-up programme accidentally.. Can you retrieve the data for me?"Gracie put her CPU on the glass surface.

"Ok, let me check it."

So the technician got my pc to the desk, fixed some cable thingy.. My baby started to run and I expected it got black out when Window is running..

But..

It didnt..

"EEEEERRRRRR..... So... What's the problem?"

I looked into the confused eyes of the technician.. I felt blood oozing up to my very brain..

"But.. But.. I've tried so many times last night but it just won't get alive!!" I tried to defend.

"I think your fan got tangled by the wire, 'cause it's bit noisy so I open up the case.."

Ok, now I remembered.. I took out the RAM to check whether it was DDR or DDR2.. I screwed myself.. I messed up with the cables in the CPU..

So let me get it clear, I was the one whose hand got itchy and got the fan tangled with cables.. I was the one who made my baby died for one whole night..

"BAH.. Format the C Drive for me then.. WAIT! Let me transfer stuff.."

Don't expect me to bring back the CPU just like that.. It was super duper embarrased.. I might as well let them earn some money for the sake of bringing my baby back to life..

Ok... Actually it wasn't dead..

Finally, PC formatted, BIG SMILE for Gracie.. But story wasn't ended..

This was happened last week, before I went back for my Family Day..

P.S RM30 spent

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This day, Gracie finally reached her warm and comfy apartment and expected to see her beloved homies with big smile and thier bear hugs. Too bad, they went out..

So, Gracie headed to her room and turn on her baby PC, first thing to do, YAY~

For your information, I did turn it off for the past 6 days when I was at hometown..

Since it got a bit rebellious after mommy sent her for stomach cleaning, it got overheat very easily..

I had to open up the case and get my aircooler blew towards it..

If not it would restart every half an hour while I was playing RO..

That day, I thought she would be very obedient for not seeing mommy for six days, I let my aircooler had a day off.

Aircooler was happy =D

I got my baby turned on, checked my friendster, hotmail, blogspot and etc.. Then my RO..

While I was hunting stuff, my baby got rebellious again and reboot by itself..

Oh gosh not again!

As usual, I opened up the case and swtiched on my aircooler. Main switch was off, waited.. Waited.. Ok should be ok now so I on my PC.

Button pressed..

Monitor was on, but the light at the CPU wasn't lit..

Come on baby~ You won't want mommy to spend another fifty bucks on you..

Ok, it was on strike..

I off the main switch again once I waited.. 10 seconds afterward I on the switch and guess what?

There was a LOUD explosive sound coming right from my baby's butt, bright sparkle and thick, black smoke..

And my the lamp kinda blinked..

WOOT~~ Bow chika WOW WOW~~

T______________________T

Shoot me please...

Power supply exploded..

Repair costed Gracie another RM43..

And the socket was spoilt..

I am actually typing my blog with my monitor on chair and my butt on ground right now..

Stupid Ixora Apartment voltage.. I would never forget the sparkles..

Jin Joined Biblero

2007-12-12T15:20:00.000+08:00

I'm having coke, LARGE, all time favourite..

Had my hair straightened, all thanks to my beloved homies Rosie and beloved floormate a.k.a gang member Mira for her hair straightener..

Well, everything looks fine after thier (Rosie, Mira, Jess) sub-midterm paper..

Seriously, this subject really does screw them up..

I want to sleep lah..
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CANNOT!! I can't sleep..
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That was what poor Rosie said at late midnight yesterday..

Pity... Have mercy on them Miss Sik.. >.<

Oh ya by the way, Gracie joined a new RO server. WHY? 'Cause the bloody GM is my friend? o.O

Hell ya..

It will be really nice if there are to be more people playing on this server, but it's still in its infancy, the baby server needs time. =D

So, if there is any of you who played RO, real server RO before, you will understand the pain of getting leveled. I know. Even a 10/10 rate private server RO can hypnotize me.. zZzzz

Back to the story..

It's not just I got free god like item in the server, I can get my level max in less than 10 minutes. All I have to do is to spam skill in town and look at those poor wooden monster got burned in my territory.. XD

Check this out =D

Wee.. I leveled XD

This what a GM can do.. =D

By the way, this is the URL of the server.. For more info.. Ask Gracie =D

http://biblero.no-ip.org:1024/index/

Speechless

2007-12-07T17:18:00.000+08:00

I used to think I'm fortunate to be born in this land.
Malaysia truly Asia.
A land with no volcano and no earthquake.
No typhoon as well..

Somehow..
Now I feel kinda scared..
Threatened..
Is that day going to come soon?

"Be ready"
The meaning implied behind the phrase is more than a 300 pages novel
Please..
No more fighting..

Dr Mahathir..
Honestly I miss those time when you're in authority..
You know what means the best for us and you persisted..
The effort you put into anti-corruption campaign was witnessed by millions of citizens..
Althought I was a child then,
I know how great a leader you are..

I won't want to stay here when the day comes,
It's either to flee far far away to another country or just hide myself in the self-made tunnel..
I would rather die in pride than die in humiliation..
So don't ever make any filthy ideas on girls and women..
You may not expect a girl with AK47,
But..
Who knows?

I hope I just think too much,
Grant a few more decades of peace to this land,
Stop fighting.........

P.S: Why people always make such a big fuss over races and religions? We share the same blood colour for god sake! How would our next generation be if the adults in this generation don't use thier brain and think rationally? How would our generation be if this is what the adults show them?

One word

Respect!

If you don't understand this word, and you never fulfill it,

Your days on the leather chair are numbered,

At least I know that Dr Mahathir understands it..

So much better than you.

18SG - Contain disgusting scene, children below 18 years old are not suitable to view the post.

2007-11-28T00:03:00.000+08:00

Im filled with tension and sorrow.. I'm trembling in the midst of drowsiness.. (No kidding, I had my 8am class and I haven't rested)

OMG! Trademark, Confidence and Copyright!!!

My brain juice is running out... It makes me face twitch..

Brain juice overflows... I will try to swallow it back.. *Yucks*

With three cans of coffee I bought, FEAR NOT!

Nescafe~ Your BEST partner during night time studying!! Somesay RedBull and Lavita~

Cheers to all MMU-ians.. Good luck for mid-term
P.S: TK, I know you screwed up your Malaysia Studies.. XD

Children

2007-11-20T16:13:00.000+08:00

Kids are cute indeed, the gift from God.

When I said so, I mean we are all gift from God.

On my journey back to my apartment, 10a.m, a scene at the tennis court caught my attention.

"Satu! Dua! Tiga!"

"EH!! Bukan macam ni lah!"

One, two, three, four, five, six, seven tiny Malay kids, boys and girls, gathered at the center of tennis court doing push-up.

I couldn't stop smiling..

Aren't they cute? They were doing exactly what the tennis club was doing the night before.

There was this boy, standing in the center of the kids, commanding them..

"Lagi lagi! Satu! Dua!"

****

Church is a place full with kids..

I mean uh.. The outter premises of the church..

Kids that make noise inside church are so gonna get beaten.

I know that.

'Cause I went through it.

I was sitting alone at the chair outside of church, it was kinda full that day.

So there was this lady, with her new born baby in the cradle beside her.

The older brother of the new born baby was playing with another boy.

Both about two to three years old.

They ran, stopped, squat down, and looked into the drain, lifted up thier head and smiled at

each other.

And they repeated this until they finished exploring every drains around the church.

*Chuckle*

They finding tadpole eh..?

****

"I'm not gonna have kids in future."

"Why?"

"Well, I worked in a kindergarten during my summer break, and those kids pulled my hair and kicked in my balls 24/7"

..................................

Unbelievable..

****

"Lately i found someone

Someone that hugs u most of the time

Smile & runs to u when u call his name

Something might be or could be fate ?

Someone who's always wandering around alone"

Rosie loves kids too..

****

If only my parents can be together,

just for the sake of me and my sister,

the sorrow of us is indescribable,

we can't tell but to keep it just with us,

counting down the years of my sister to be independent,

and that will be the day this family is officially breaking apart,

I wanna run away..

Far away..

I'm a gift..

I'm..

A gift..

2007-11-16T13:37:00.000+08:00

Well, first of all, it's kinda sorry for the late post.. It had been like, three or four days apart? Nice stuff worth waiting huh.. XD

So as what I've told in my last post, this post is gonna be like a, recommendation of others' nice blog and some funny youtube clip. Start with clip, shall we?

You ever tried to watch puppet show? Doesn't matter if it's stupid idiotic puppet show on TV where you can only see the puppet but no poeple on the screen and it always goes like

Hey, Joe. How are you?

Oh I'm fine Mike.

Boring..

Dang Dang Dang DAnG!!!!!

Jeff Dunham

Presents

Achmed The Dead Terrorist

I've got a friend who's very good in blogging. It's not just like normal girl bitching about where she shopped and what she bought and who pissed her or something like that. She's a girl with a very different mindset, matured and intellectual. She sees thing wide, and her blog is good enough to penetrate your heart.

But..

Don't skip any words..

She types a lot.. XD

Of course with pictures..

Nice music..

Spend a whole night when you got nothing to do..

Start from the earliest post..

Read

Saviour

Digest

And get benefit =)

>> www.speakingfinger.blogspot.com <<

Gamers Gamer~

May I get your attention please!

So this is a blog of an RO server GM, GM[Dave]

You just won't understand his blog if you're not a gamer, at least 80% of his posts are about games.. And that are seriously funny..

"Can I sell baby on ebay?"

Enjoy..

>> www.bannable-offenses.blogspot.com <<

I'm not IT idiot.. T_T

2007-11-13T11:05:00.000+08:00

I'm writing this blog in the middle of my drowsiness.

And I've got class in one hour.

The best part is I haven't printed my notes.

And I skipped the last lecture for the sake of my new downloaded online game.

What a habit.. I'm a gamer.. Sob..

By the way, thanks crystal for tagging my blog and Eo, I'm still a freaking crazy private server RO pawner~ OWNAGE!!

You know, I'm a law student, although I used to be in science stream during my high school. I don't learn IT much except for some basic Java and Visual Basic thingy in the last two years of my high school. Don't call me stupid because I can't comprehend some specific words or phrases of IT. For example.. FORWARD PORT. What the hell was this anyway, I'd been thinking when my RO friend told me this.

Emil, I cant connect to global server. It says that the server is under updating process or I'm not connecting to internet.

Your connection sux. Did you forward port?

Forward port?

For fuck sake, you don't know what's that?

Omg, she's a noob.

..... So can't you just explain it? I'm a law student and I don't learn IT.

Well, I'm an industry student and I don't learn IT in school either. BUT AT LEAST a 10 years old boy know what forward port means..

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I felt mocked.. /sob
.

Skip ur router and straightaway fix the cable to the phone port.

OHHH... Enlightened
.

But, I've got housemates, and we're sharing the connection.

For fuck sake..

So?

Tell me the brand of your router.

Uhh.. I forgot.. Let me check..

What the fuck you don't know the brand?

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Dashed out of my room and had a peek on the router casing without any light on. K, TP-link. I wondered if he knew this brand.
.

I'm not sure if you ever heard of this brand.

Tell.

TP-link.

WHAT! CHeap stuff!~!! Get a new one ffs..

=.= This is the best we can afford

If I were there I will buy you one!

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Ya hell, fly over here from Sweden then. Althought the air price meant nothing for this rich 17 years old boy.. /gg

By the way, count down 40 minutes till Law and Ethics lecture.

I can't stop feeling worn out.

Someone give me stamina to finish this blog pleasee~~ Pretty pretty please~~

I give up. Time to print my notes. The next blog will be filled with laughter and enlighting thingy that I got from net. Some nice blogs that I want to share. Some hell funny youtube clip that I want you guys to watch.

Ciaoz~

Quotation of the day>
I see poeple in this world in two main kinds
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1) completely moron
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2) me
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quoted by, [GM]Dave

Gracie's sembreak

2007-11-02T01:16:00.001+08:00

Well, sad case, I never thought I'll ever be banned.

I don't hack.

I don't spam.

I'm peace lover unless you touch me first.

And after I left my Gypsy in prontera for the whole night, till it got disconnected. I discovered I was banned for three days without notice and reason when I tried to log in.

This sux.. Seriously sux..

Somehow, it gave me a chance to get a life. Maybe god had it enough seeing me sitting 24/7 in front of my computer dragging my character here and there and pawn monsters instead of doing what a 20 years old girl should do.

The banning didn't stop me from playing RO, so i created another noob account and look for my friends and order them to keep my company.. XD

I miss my girls, I hope they doing well.. Sembreak sux.. I wish that 4 of us can spend the whole sembreak together back in Ixora.. It will be rocking fun..

Since my account got banned and I cant pawn people, I spent more time on TV and my comics. Deciding to go Singapore on weekend, I got no choice but to renew my expired passport.

My passport photo is extremely ugly, beyong description. Since my mom was not satisfied with my shoulder length hair, saying that it is ugly, I tied it up when taking a photoshoot. After I got the photo, I didn't have the courage to take a second glance..

JIE!! Your picture ah?!

Ya.. why..

It's so ugly!! How come your face look so round and big..?

I didn't hold grudge on my sister, but in that moment I felt like going back to the studio and gave that photographer a big heavy bash.

The story is not ended yet.

In a very bright nice windy afternoon, my mom sent me to imigration to do my passport thingy. I know I look like Malay, and it's nothing bad to look like Malay, but I just hope will regconize me as a Chinese..

I stepped into the lift, with an Malay uncle and a Chinese man. When the door is closing up, I saw someone running towards my direction, instantly I pressed on open button, but it was too late.

"Nak keluar ke?"

"Mei you, you ren yao jin lai" (no, someone is coming in)

I think I saw the three lines of cold sweat on his forehead

I did

I did see the three lines of cold sweat..

I headed to the waiting room, sat down and wait for my number to be called. Very soon, it was my turn, just a few aunties waiting, make no difference..

So, I put my photo, the form, my photostat IC, and my expired passport on the counter, he took it, and look at me.

Ini foto terbaru ke? (Is this the latest picture?)

Ya, I just took it yesterday.

Ohh. Ya ke.. But your hairstyle is different.

I tied it up.

Oh is it?

Ya.. And I did a very very very idiotic action, I stretched my arm into the counter and pointed at a very tiny pinch of hair behind my neck in the photo

Nor, I tied it up.. I feel like digging a hole and bury myself..

Oh.. I see.. I scared the officers can't regconize you.. You look like Malay ah..?

=.= Ya i know..

The whole proceeding was fine until he spit out a sentence, and that really offended me.

Kenapa bibir bengkak? Rokok ke?

He then turned around and laughed with another female clerk sitting behind him.

I didn't say anything, hoping that he would end up the shyt as soon as possible.

So now I got my passport, what will be coming is Singapore trip AGAIN with my beloved bodyguard XD Frank~ My mom likes him so much, saying that he looks worthy enough to protect me. LOL

Gracie counting down 4 and half hour to get back my account, I wanna pawn somemore people before I get back to Malacca. I would like to spend more time with my housemates chatting and laughing around but not staying in room hunting gold.

By the way, nothing can change me as the fact for being a Gamer.

Miss u girls.. SO much.. MUASK MUASK!!

to Yan Er

2007-09-21T23:48:00.000+08:00

The reason I write it here is because I know nor you nor him may ever vist my blog. With the eager to express my feeling after reading your post.. I really..

WISH I WAS ONE OF THE THREE TO FOUR OUT OF THE SEVENTY TO EIGHTY

The memory was sucks, and sometimes I don't even want to recall it. It WAS hurtful but now it isn't. The experience was a lesson to me, transfer me to a person with wider and farther eyesight. Thanks for it, although I was so fucking hate you.

Hoping that I was one of them isn't just for anything, just wanna prove to myself I can still be.. "..........".

It doesn't mean we still can be friend although the hatred is gone. Hatred do come back and possess me when I rememeber the time I found all those tiny little secrets of yours which you thought no one would ever discover. I'm smart, you said that too.

Japan Dreamz

2007-09-18T15:32:00.000+08:00

Ever try foreign homestay?

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Me?

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Never..

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But I'm so gonna try it..

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~*~ Japan Homestay~*~

Seriously, been longing to travel in Japan since high school, but this dream has never been fulfilled.. I still remember there was one time when my mom told me she planned to go Japan as she'd saved enough money.. *scoff*

"Eh yin ah, you want go Japan or not?"

"WHAT?! WANT WANT Of course la! You ask stupid question ah?"

"Then next week wor if we're going.. Mommy, you and sister.."

"Huh..?"

Ok, actually that time I was working and was about to quit cause gonna continue my studies in Malacca. If I were to go to Japan then I had to quit early but I've promised my boss that I would help them till the very end. This kinda confuse me.. Japan? WOrk? Japan? WOrk?

When I actually made up my mind to go Japan since my colleugue thought that I shouldn't give up enjoying an one week Japan trip because of a part-time job, my mom called again and told me that..

"Yin ah, the travel agency said only two places left. Is it ok if only me and your sister go?"

NNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"NONONONONO!! if Japan you both can't go without me!!"

"Then, we go Beijing? Beijing also left two places only.."

Beijing...?

"Em.. Can.. Beijing can.. Go la.."

I can still remember my friend's noisy nagging sound and her over-flowed saliva, telling me off for not going Beijing..

=.=

Whatever.. LOL.. But I feel kinda lucky for not following them.. My sister told me they queue up outside a restaurant for two hours just to buy siew-long-bao.. Chinese may know what's this, it's dumplings, with the size of mini BAO, filled with juicy meat and literally MEAT JUICE. So when you bite, *PZzzTT*, the juice.. WooOoo.. Haha, and my mom kena conned bought one fake silk blankets back..

I saw one poster about Japan Homestay organised by MMU last year, but that time the due date already passed, and I wasn't really care about it. BUT! This year is different! After getting obsessed in JPOP music, once again my eager of going to Japan grows stronger and stronger every each day.. So I asked my cousin about Japan Homestay stuff and got some information from her good friend.

"Japan!! I wanna go also!" - Alina

Rosie memang wanna join in the first place when I told her about this.. Alina surprisingly didn't know about this plan when I thought we've told her about this. With the approval of her parents, we happilly waiting for this year session of Japan Homestay..

By the way, below is some information that I got from Adeline, last year participant in Japan Homestay.

Basic Expenses(Air ticket and etc) : RM3300

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Self- Expenses : less than RM2000

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In order to take part:

1. write an essay not more than 500 words telling why they should let you join this homestay

2.interview

3.finally ten people from all the interviewee will be chosen and FLY TO JAPAN~

Of course before going Japan, basic Japanese communication skill is essential. So there will be Japanese speaking clasee provided. Need to pay also lah.. LOL

By the way, there's a few things me, Rosie, and Alina wanna to do and buy in Japan..

Alina -<>-

Sakura~ Sakura~

Cornsoup!! Yee?

Rosie -<>-

rice ball~ ONIGIRI + TUNA = Yummy~

Gracie -<>-

w-inds~

streetside snacks.. =P~

cow tongue, only at Sentai =D

Dont' forget to mention, Lina and Rosie wanna see those cosplay people as well. LOL..

Hope that we can really make it to the Japan Homestay, three of us. Mira, don't worry, I will bring back Buah Tangan for u k? =D

>< GuiTar NooB ><

2007-09-17T02:51:00.000+08:00

Ok, seriously, I've been working on my guitar (actually it belongs to Alina.. LOL) for few weeks. My poor housemates have been tolerated with my awful guitar playing for the past few weeks when I was so into it. I mean, REALLY into it! I've been practising the song Michishirube which means Road Sign in Japanese, by Tachibana Keita (ME LOVE w-inds.!!) for days. You know..

girl + beginner + guitar = extreme horrible noise

I knew it sounded horrible but somehow I ignored it. To master the song I have to go through this phase. But luckily my fellow housemates were considerate enough for not blaming me for sound polluting..

And so, now I'm able to play Michishirube smoothly, but still need to work on the chord changing speed; and the intro part of More Than Words.. Ya, just the intro.. When I watched the video of Bu De Bu Ai by Wilber Pan and decided to practise it I found there was one part where my palm is too small to stretch on the frets. BUT! I didn't give up, but just changing to work on another song. A Philipino song, ORDINARY SONG.

http://youtube.com/watch?v=Ucxkz8iuXGw

I got some problem in embeding the video, so this is the one.. The one at the right very skillful in guitar. How come I know? Cause' he teaches how to play bu de bu ai on youtube.. Respect weih~

K.. Got to go library.. See ya all.. Chaoz Chaoz~

*It's an ordinary song*

*To a special girl like you*

*From a simple guy*

*That so in love with you~*

~Touching~

2007-09-13T01:11:00.000+08:00

Our house got a TV..

Yeah..

And the best thing was, we didn't pay for it, our ex neighbour gave it to us as she was moving away. By the way, the Tv was left by the former tenant of my ex-neighbour's apartment and she had moved away LONG LONG time ago.. =P Hehe, good for us.. EMM!! I mean.. lucky us.. =D

The TV is kinda challenging my sense of toleration, after so much efforts of my housemate's to tune to clear view of channels and it turns sort of, rebelious today. NOT EVEN A CLEAR CHANNEL! After exploring the options of the TV I manage to tune to a clear view of TV3, and I watch the very first episode of in my life.

I don't actually get what the show is about in the first place, but all I know is it's about a story of an old uncle, Chia. There are scenes showing he picking cans, paper, glasses from the garbage bags in housing area, organizing the stuff in different section and sells them; went to pasar and prepare meal for his sons.

This uncle, around 50-s or 60-s, whose wife passed away 13 years ago, leaving him with 6 sons while the youngest one was just 14 months old. He suffered so much to bring up his kids. He does all the housechores, he doesn't have a proper job but A LOT of small jobs..

"I always look at my wife's picture when my kids go for school. I don't show my sadness. I don't want this to affect thier studies."

I can see the tears in his wrinkled eyes, when he talks about his wife. He's such a tough man, although he suffer from some sort of disability. With his left leg smaller than the right one, he walks slightly cripple.

"I will do anything to provide food to my sons. I don't mind for not eating but as long as my kids have food."

Imagine, he is unable to pay for utilities fees for 3 years, and the total amount is RM600++!! But fortunately the TV3 crews helped him with the money of bersamaMU foundation. Some other organisations also bought him some household stuff to replace those old one in his house. His sons are brought to shops to buy new school uniforms and shoes.

My tears just can't stop running out.

I got parents who have proper job. My family condition is able to support me to higher education. I got money more than enough for my monthly expenses. I can stay in condo which is equipped with facilities rather than hostel. But still, I want more. After watching this show I feel kinda guilty. I always look at someone better and someone who has more thing than I have and started to envy and demand more, but not looking at those who are in worse condition and pray and thanks and cherish for what I've got. This show makes me learn something. Something that I used to miss in my life.

What's wrong with the leaders?

2007-07-29T13:13:00.000+08:00

Kids do talk about future.

I am a kid.

So I talk about future.

Hehe, this is one type of the argument that we learn in critical thinking classes. By the way, forget it, it's not the main story. What I'm going to tell is about, FUTurE~

"When I get rich, I'm so gonna migrate.."

"Ya me too."

"Maybe I'll bring my whole family to Singapore or Australia.."

singapore?.............................................. australia?

"Australia is better.."

"But.. My mom can't speak English, at least Singapore got some community for old folks.."

"Aiya.. My mom......."

So two of us starting discussing about our future with cup of hot cocoa in our hand. Take a sip, make a wish.. AhhHhhh..

"Know what, working part-time in Australia for just one month you can be really rich"

"Ya, I heard about that, pluck kiwi and strawberry huh?"

"My sis worked as an agent in Australia for just one month, part-time, she brought RM30000 back, with bulks of branded stuff."

Whoaa.. What The F**k...

By the way, talk about countries right, let me say something about Malaysia. If, if this country is worthless for us to live in, do we still need to support this country with our very effort? Do we still need to build this country up wit our perspiration and inspiration? What for if government only support thier so-called BUMIPUTRA - Malays? What about all the other races who are working thier butt off everday for this country? You see, the 30% equity already piss me off, and yet, the article that my friend showed me made me feel like piss on government.

Malays urged to discard 30% mindset

KUALA LUMPUR: The Malay community has been urged to “be bolder” and less reliant on the 30% bumiputra equity ownership policy in securing contracts.

Deputy Prime Minister Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak said Malays must be willing to compete among the best in the community and not depend on the policy.

“It will be more dignified for the Government to help the Malays build up their businesses without relying on the 30% bumiputra equity ownership policy. Then, they can own 100% ownership. This is the globalised era. They must be bolder to make changes,” he said at the opening of Wangsa Maju Umno delegates meeting here yesterday.

“Helping the best among the Malays is not about lobbying and not about knowing who (political connections).”

Najib also urged Umno members to uphold “high moral” politics because the party could win the next general election if they were honest.

He said slander by Parti Keadilan Rakyat was an example of “immoral” politics.

“Don't create something out of nothing. If there is no picture, don't use technological expertise to create one. That is slander, a game of immoral politics,” he said.

He was referring to a fake photograph posted on an opposition blog showing him sitting at a dinner table with a woman who resembles Altantuya Shaariibuu, the Mongolian woman who was killed last October, and political analyst Abdul Razak Baginda.

“Let them slander us. We must hold on to politics with high moral grounds.”

Najib also called on the Malays to provide undivided support to Barisan Nasional candidates in the general election so that they could become the “deciding factor” for Barisan's victory.

Our deputy Prime Minister Dato Seri Najib Tun Razak
The one who said those things, biased article.

P.S I'm not a racist if not I won't be friend-ing with people from different races, it's just merely self-opinion from different perception. For some Malay friends who feel offended with this post, here's my apology, but hope you guys will understand, it's just self-opinion.

Three stooges in the house

2007-07-27T17:23:00.000+08:00

Ma New Design on Nails..

It may somehow appeared in magazines before but I wasn't that type that will pay more attention on the designs provided in magazines. However, the design popped up from my nutty brain this very night.. =D

Ok, to the next topic. Sometimes stress and busy life may suffocate us, but for us the GRAM, boredom is even more deadly than busy life, boredom is FATAL, and it kills. And when people is bored, people tends to think, think of what to do. Three of us, Alina, Rosie and me, were in such wild and hyper mode that you all can never ever imagine. Our laughter turned the whole house upside down.

What we did?

Let me show ya.

Cam whore:

It's only occasionally that all girls will gather in my room, usually its in the living room or Alina's room for movie's purpose. So, I on my webcam.

"Come come take picture!"

After a few shots, the following pictures become like this..

Then like this..

And finally it becomes like this..

Who did What on Who's What:

It's the first time I played this game, proudly presented and introduced by Alina the majesty. Ok, first, each person grab a pen and an A4 paper, draw the paper into 4 sections, first section for NAME, second section for ACTION, third section for NAME again, and forth section for BODY ORGAN.

The game starts like this. After writing one person's name in the first section, fold it below so it won't be seen by the second player, pass it to your right, and you yourself will get the paper from the player on your left, write down any action like DANCE ON, SNAP, DIG or something like that. Then keep passing on and fill in the following blanks.

Finally, open the paper, READ IT OUT LOUD. Tell cha all, the contents made three of us rush for toilet and laugh till we got sore throat. Poor me, I nearly coughed my lungs out..

There are some sentence that made us lose out control on urinitary muscle. Shall I?

Jason Smacks Gracie's Nipples

*woot*

Sherkhan French Kiss Moory's Vagina

*EWWW*

Rosie Rapes Thabit's Nose

*mUaaHAHHAHA*

Alina Vomits on Aiman's Testis

*=.=*

Hasbollah Sucks Maizatul's Nostril

*Go bola Go*

Moory Masturbating Mynt Zan Armpit

*OMFG*

AND THE SENTENCE OF THE YEAR IS..
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Gracie Dances on Mira's Camel Toe

*I love to dance~ WEE!!*

P.s. For those those who don't know what's camle toe.. *scoffs*

It's all about law law and LAW!

2007-07-26T19:04:00.001+08:00

Been so weak lately, after a deadly fever at weekend and I still not yet recover from sick. Cough like hell at night even Rosie in the next room can hear it. CoughHhh coUghHh!! Shyt.. I hate this..

You see, my housemates are a bunch of lazy bums, (of course, including me) our daily routine is -> sleep, classes, eat, back to home, sleep, eat, sleep, and sleep. Studying will never be in thier dictionary if there's not exam. However, after getting down from bed after a long nap, I found myself shocked in awe seeing my housemates sitting together flippng through books.

Silence...

"I'm so glad seeing you girls studying!"

"We got presentation tomorrow la sayang.."

Oh.. I see, so this is not any miracal or wierd phenomenon.. Relieved.. HAHA! Thought my housemates were under stress.

Due to the reason that we are BFF, although the presentation is non of my business, I too campur kaki and helped them to get a clearer picture of the topic, but apparantly, I DON'T.

"Gracie, you tell us breifly what's promissory estoppel lah.."

"Err... I.. I'm not sure.." Man my brain still not functioning..

I tried so hard to understand the whole concept of promissory estoppel, read the facts and court held of High Trees case that I got from wikipedia. I knew I got the rough idea of it but when it came to the whole picture, I couldn't utter a word. In the end after Alina called her lawyer father seek for rescue, the mist faded, and I found out the bloody net articles are not reliable after all, it provides the wrong facts of the court and misguided me all the way.

My conclusion is, NO MORE WIKI FOR GRACIE. I would rather bury myself under law journals in law library then getting headache over a wrong facts case.

Recently, I found out that I lost my sense of self motivation. Sometimes I really got the urge to study in law library with tons of books and notes, but when it comes to action, the thought POOFS gone. I think it may be the main reason that makes me fat, and I hate being fat.. But, I think the other reason is we don't actually know what to study, especially legal language, how nice it will be if legal language is all about spelling and dictation of those latin maxims and law terms.

"Ok, next question is, ACTUS REUS"

Sribble scribble..

"Done?"

"Not yet SIR.."

"Ok, another 30 seconds for you guys.."

"Eh Eh.. How to spell actus again?"

"OMG! You forgot? Is A.K.T.E.S"

"Oh sweet! Thx pal!"

"No prob! *ching*"

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHHAHAAH!!!! Me and my wild imagination! =D

I'm so gonna migrate after I get RICH!

2007-07-23T22:46:00.000+08:00

I was once felt so lucky to be born in this blessed land

No earthquake

No typhoon

No volcano

Teachers and priests and even parents taught me to cherish whatever I got

However

Why is this blessed land becoming like this?

Rape

Robbery

Snatch theives

Can't we stay in Malaysia, in peaceful mind?

In last two months, robbery cases and snatching thieves cases in JB were increasing in an incredible speed. You may not get the statistic on newspaper, as some of them are covered, and, no offence, take a look at the local police efficiency.

My mom was robbed, and so was my dad. My mom was hit by a motorcyclist with helmet and her handbag was snatched away, there was a big bruise on her head. The best part was, she was immediately hit after she got down from her car while she didnt have sufficient time to react about it. We believed that the thieves followed her from her workplace to the spot. She's already forty plus.

There was one morning, a Malaysian man who's almost at his 50-s, drove to one place at JB downtown to get his motorcycle for work in Singapore. He was fooled by the innocent look of three indian guys around thier twenty and was robbed, in the BRIGHT MORNING! They dragged the man to the alley and strangled him with arms and restricted his movement by locking his legs and arms. When they were unable to get money from the man's Singapore ATM card in JB downtown, (I can say thst they ARE STUPID!), without saying anything they gave a big hard solid punch on the man's cheeks. He's already fifty plus. And he's my dad.

My best friend in JB, was hurt while trying to struggle and fight back with the snatch theives on motorcycle. It was Christmas eve, everyone was flocking out from church after the eve mass. Some even singing gospel with really cheerful heart. No one expected this to happen OUTSIDE THE CHURCH! Anna, while walking at the roadside with her handbang hanging at her arm, was attacked by a motorcyclist with helmet, struck right on her head. However, she didn't pass out, she held her handbag so tight, refused to let go. The outcome was, her skin was seriously injured, as she had been dragged quite a distance. She left permanent scar on her arms, legs, shoulder and some on her face.

"Why don't you let go?"

"We can barely meet each other in one year.. We took so much photos and my camera is inside my bag.."

I just couldnt stop my tears from falling out..

Well, sadly, there is one case in JB right now, I mean, actually the incident happened quite a few months ago, but it flares to become a really big issue in JB - the gang rapist. I read online news and it reports that the eight malay guys had been caught. What worries the Chinese in JB is, they are not yet convicted. I would really like to translate the whole cases from CHinese to English, just to share with you people. Maybe next blog.

I hope all this nightmares gonna end soon, how I wish that all races in Malaysia can be united.. I know it sounds impossible, maybe some people may telling me that I'm SILLY to have such thought. My three best friends in campus are malays, and we staying together without any problem with customs or religion or whatever shyt. Its been one year our friendship last for, and we got faith that this gonna last for another and another and another another year.

"Chinese meant to be with Chinese, so do other races"

Ya hell I believed in this statement last time. Now my belief is, it doesn't matter with colour, custom, religion, as long as the hearts CLICKS, as long as we know how to respect, we can get along. Stop discriminating other races or isolating the others. Be sophisticated, be big-hearted! If you can't do like how we little girls do.. YOU'RE SUCH A LOSER!

If you can read CHinese, or you wanna know something more about the Gang Rapist case, click the following link. (If you cant read Chinese, get a translator.. =D )

http://www.chinapress.com.my/content_new.asp?dt=2007-07-21&sec=mas&art=0721mf10.txt

Food Poisoned Fish

2007-07-19T17:08:00.000+08:00

After a long night of true ghost stories, I was kinda frightened therefore I left my door room open so at least I won't be alone in a totally dark space. The wind was strong last night, and the feeling of somebody watching me haunted me. However, till the next morning, I know what can actually haunt me, make me weak - a plate of sizzling mee in Newton Food Court. I'm food poisoned..

Poor Rosie.. After struggling with myself trying to push something which belong to the sea out of my body, I went to her room and checked her out, she didn't feel any better, maybe even worse . There was actually few seconds I felt like I was dying, I was going to die soon, 'cause the pain was really unbearable.

"Hang on!! This is not the first time and will not be the last time!"

Nothing come out.. and the tinggling feeling at my anal made me so uneasy.. ( You see, I don't actually intend to disgust the readers but just simple experience sharing.. Hehe)

I skipped my Contract Law tutorial, luckily there is only one class this day, if not I'm so dead. I passed the research on cases I did last night to Lina, slowly drag my weary weak body back to my comfy room and PAK..

zZZzZZzz

My stomach didn't get better after woke up, so Rosie accompanied me to clinic. Thanks Rosie muasskk.. (Know why I wanna kiss her? You guys know how much we gone through in our journey to the clinic and hawker center to pack for our food. Imagine when the feeling arouse and you can't find toilet no where. Tears might come out.. YA KNOW?!)

Some small incident happened when me and Rosie waiting for the pharmacist to get my medicine ready. We're actually sitting on a couch facing the counter. And in that moment, two international students came in, male arabians, looking for astma spray.

*Me and Rosie chatting, give not even a glance to the guys*

"Hey girls, you sick?"

*Silence, Rosie and I looked at each other, chuckled*

"Who fall sick? Both? Or you?"

"Me."

"What illness? Heartbroken?"

Till here, I didn't actually rememeber what expression I gave and I didnt notice Rosie's face either. But deep inside me, three words echoing in my ears..

"WHAT THE FUCK.. FUCkk.. FUck... Fuck... fuck...."

"Food poison"

"Huh? WHat?"

"Food Poison"

"WHat?"

"FOOD POISON!"

"Ohh.. You both are girls, should take care of your body. By the way, if you fall sick, come to my room, I can heal everything."

=.=

Ya, you're right..

Horny bastards.

When missy called me to collect my medicine..

"Kau kenal dia ke?"

I shook my head like a mad woman.

Ok back to the topic. We're so restricted in selection of food, not solid food no milk no spicy food no cold drink. Porridge, bread, 100 plus and tea without milk are the only selections for us.

I wanna sue the sizzling mee stall, thier action is breach of social duty, my medicine costs me RM15 but if we sue them maybe we can get more.. =D $$$$$$

I hate CHArCOAL...

Manicure Anyone?

2007-07-18T16:09:00.000+08:00

Manicure is FUN.. =D

After flipping Seventeen, I discovered there's one page which shows pairs of nicely manicured nails. French style, black tips and coated wit transparent polish. So, I tried..

It seems easy but actually not really. I need to cut celotape according to the curve of my nails and carefully stick it on my nails and coat it with sticky black nail polish. After doing it one by one, let it dry and coat another layer of transparent polish. DA LAH~ DONE

After class, I spent another hour working on ROSIE's nail. Same pattern, different width. We also tried something new by putting a red stripe in the middle, it turned out to be..

..AWFUL..

"If I run a manicure business here in campus you think people will come?"

"Ya.. Like XXX.."

"Then I shall charge one finger for fifty cents, worth it not?"

"Charge one hand for RM5 la, easier"

"Good idea, HHAHAHHA"

By the way, I broke my rosary.. And I can't find the last bead, sad.. Really sad.. I hope it does not represent any bad sign. However, recently I got a strong feeling that I might lose my phone AGAIN! And I did leave my phone under the pillow, in Alina's house guest room, I discovered while leaving for Malacca..

Me and my short term memory, luckily it never happen during exam, or I'm so dead..

Emo night.. Thx to menstruation

2007-07-17T01:11:00.000+08:00

I lost my ability to describe things or scene in big and flowerish words but this can't stop me from blogging. Simple words could be reaching the deepest part of one's heart too.

Baby, I've got so much so much to tell you. About the past, the present and the future. Everytime I think of it, I feel bad, upset, worried.

I'm a spoilt brat, I go for branded stuff, I spend money without planning, I'm not considerate anymore like the past me, I'm not as understanding as the past me. Sometimes I think the changes maybe was subconsciously made in order to get freedom.. Selfish me..

Happy anniversary, what a shame that I can't remember the date.

If we can't get married, are we going to blame each other? Is it better to be together in the time being while seeking for our soulmate or go for seperate ways and remain friends while doing the seeking?

If I can't be matured, am I allowed to stay naive and childish?

Survey of the Day

2007-05-01T19:23:00.000+08:00

1.Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Ya

2.Do you miss that person?
The distance makes the "missing" unnecesary

3.Have you ever liked someone so muchthat it hurt?
Ya, I hurt and got hurt

4.Have you ever made a boyfriend orgirlfriend cry?
Ya

5.Are you happier single or in arelationship?
I think singlehood is better, sorry baby.. Owe u too much..

6.Have you ever cheated on someone?
Ya, I'm a big liar, now only u realise?

7.Have you ever told someone you lovedthem and didn't mean it?
Never. No then no, yes then yes.

8.Have you ever had your heart broken?
Ya, and (quoted by Rosie), I think I've glued it back.

9.Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Ya

10.Talk to any of your exes?
Err.. The 1st M.I.A; the 2nd, no..; the 3rd still blaming me, no..

11.If you could go back in time andchange things, would you?
Yes, I want to take back some harsh words that I've said, pull me back from some bastard that hurt me much, and FINALLY, to see which bitch or bastard stole my phone and I'm gonna give him/her a choke slam!

12.Think any of your exes feel thesame?
What same?

13.Do you believe that you are agood girlfriend/boyfriend?
I'm bad bad girl.. =(
14.Have you been in an abusiverelationship?
LOL!! Haven't! If there is any, I will be the one who's ABUSIVE!

15.Do you believe everyone deserves asecond chance?
NOT everyone. "Once a cheater, always a cheater"

16.Do you believe in love at firstsight?
YES, I tried before, my 1st love.

17.Do you want to get married?
Ya, but think will be when I'm v v old..

18.Has anyone ever told you theywanted to marry you?
Good question!! Not yet..

19.Ever liked someone else's boyfriendor girlfriend?
Ya

20.Does heartbreak really feel as badas it sounds?
Hoho.. Only ownself know..

Survey of the Day

2007-04-30T02:56:00.000+08:00

1. Start Time - 2.57am

2. Name - Gracie a.k.a Biyin

3. Astrology sign - Gemini *June Baby*

4. Gender - Female

5. Eye color - Black

6. Favorite color - Black, Grey

7. Glasses - RM198 *My 1st spec bought with my own money*

8. Tattoos - NAH!!

9. Hometown - Johor Bahru

10. Single or Taken - Taken

11. Sibling’s name(s) - Daphne a.k.a PeckWen

*HAVE YOU EVER*

12. Cut your own hair--> Ya, when I was 6 years old and I was beaten by my mom..

13. Do something in the past month that you regret--> Trust some bastard or bitch who stole my money

14. Skipped school--> only after I came MMU

15. Bungee-jumped--> NO WAY!!

16. Punched someone--> Ya~ =D I like to hit guy's abdomen. LOL

17. Hit on someone--> Errr.. emm?

18. Been arrested--> NO... T YET? =P

19. Broken into someone’s house--> No.

20. Cried yourself to sleep--> so many times..

21. Been to a funeral--> Yes

22. Used a lighter--> Yes

23. Been on stage--> Yes

*FAVORITE*

24. Season-Autumn, I like the falling leaves, and the weather..

25. Food -variety.. Food is my life..

26. Ice cream flavor - Simple flava~

27. Candy- Seldom eat.. I'm not sure with my taste on candy also..

28. Breakfast - Dim Sum~ =D

29. Person - MYSELF!

30. Book - Nice and interesting novel without lame stories

31. Song - MCR's, RnB, Jazz..

32. River - I havent seen a river which is not STINK in Malaysia

33. Place- My room back in J.B

34. Sport to watch on TV - because of my DAD, Soccer.. =.=

35. Disney movie- Any~ All seem nice to me

36. Disney princess - Err.. No idea

37. Name for a son - Marcus

38. Name for a daughter - Irene

*DO YOU PREFER*

39. Chocolate or vanilla - If it's ice cream, then Vanilla.. But I love CHOCOLATE~! It's part of my life!!

40. Coffee or Capp - Cappucino

41. Long relationships or one nightstands - If I'm a guy, one night stand, cause I lose nothing.. =D So you'll know my answer as I'm a girl..

42. Dogs or cats - Cats are cute like hell

43. Scary movies or comedies - Scary Movies, but I always laugh in cinema watching those *funny* scary movie..

44. Short or long hair on theattracted sex -Long..

45. Croutons or bacon bits - No idea..

46. Chainsaw- Hiak Hiak Hiak~

47. School - MMU is cool, but the food in Bukit Beruang sux..

48. Cows - milky milky milky~~

49. Canada - Cold...~~ *shiver*

50. Mouse - On my PC desk

51. Hand - Which pulls me up when I'm down

*THE PAST 3 DAYS, HAVE YOU?*

52. Talked on phone -->Yes

53. Watched a movie--> No

54. Cried--> Some tears..

55. Smoked--> No

57. Used drugs--> No, I prefer intoxicate myself with alcohol

58. Read a book or magazine--> Yes, Alina's house has so many magazine!

59. Watched TV--> Yes.. Susuk.. LOL

60. Looked in the mirror--> Yes *kinda stupid*

61. Taken a shower--> 3 times a day, my skin gonna peel d..

62. Taken a picture--> No

63. Listened to music-->Yes

64. Told someone you love them--> Yes

Biz Lounge Come to MAMA

2007-04-29T19:33:00.000+08:00

Since the Rouge and Ivory party was not on, me and my gang already started to think of another chill out place. Khris said Tribe The Houz isn't bad, but there were rumours saying that the lounge requires membership, this kinda worry us.

"Hello, Sheldon?"

*PzaAaaa* *Clubbing songs*

"Ya~ What's up?"

"Hey Don, where are you?"

"Pure BAr~~"

"Can you go out for a while? Ask you something about Tribe The Houz.."

PzaAaa PzzaAAA *=.=*

"Ya.. Biyin anything?"

"Err.. You know Tribe the Houz right..? My friends and I plan to go there, but I heard it requires membership"

"NO need la! You go in and tell them you're Sheldon's friends"

*wOOooOooo~~*

Woo.. I got such friend.. LOL

Back to my YM conference..

"Rosie!! tribe the houz no need membership la~~ Can go d!!" OMG, I was so excited..!

"YES! So, got pictures? How does it look like?"

"Ya, I want to see also." - Alina the Majesty

"Err.... Wait ah I go check net.."

ALAMAK...

I'm the one who suggested them to go but I don't know how it looks like, neither I know the location. So, I went online and check for the information, luckily I got one nice webbie which shows quite a numbers of chillout place in KL and also Malacca. Qba, Zouk, Tribe The Houz, and quite a lot of others.

>>> http://juiceonline.com/newsletter/regulars.php <<<

*~*~*~*~*~*

"JAZZ?"

"Ya Lina~ Jazz! Happy?" Her Majesty loves JAZZ so much..

"What's acid jazz? Jazz and techno mix?"

*~*~*~*~*~*

We're like so happy that finally we got a chillout place for Monday. BUT!! Soon me and Rosie found out something wierd..

"Gracie ah, why there's no Tribe The Houz's picture on Monday?"

Gosh.. Monday close..

Plan B
Biz Lounge, a nice place which me and my friends visited in Jan. Very very relaxing, nice environment. When I was about to tell Rosie about this place, I remembered what I ordered there last time..

PORK CHOP..

But I already comfirm afterwards with Sheldon that Biz Lounge had changed management. No more pork. =D ^^V

Monday Night Chill Out

Destination = Biz Lounge

Time = Unknown

Participating Crew = Alina, Rosie, Gracie, Mira, Aniff, Nicholas

Study Night

2007-04-28T03:56:00.000+08:00

I spent my friday night with my guy friends..

"You like to get raped ah?"

Nah.. They don't have the gut.. Unless they have extra testicle, but they don't. =)

Purpose of the night = 4Ss

=Books= ~Study~

=IpodNano= ~Songs~

=Computer= ~Slides~

=Aircon= ~Slacking~

We are so NOT in the mood to study, me and TK ended up chatting for hours. He showed me how he tortured girls who like him. Satan.. =.=

*Swing my arms, aiming for the god damn mosquito*

"Eh, don't hit the mosquito la.. They never bite one. We make agreement d, I fix aircon let them enjoy so they never bite anyone in this room one, they bite people in other two rooms" Then he continued with his LOUD laughter..

-->Why god create mosquitoes? *scratch scratch* (I wonder..)

~I HATE MOZZIES~

Confession of the liar

2007-04-27T23:02:00.000+08:00

Today isn't that good..

*Rosie* went back home..

So do *Alina*..

So do *Mira*..

=Nicholas= went party..

I have to be alone..

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*~*I misunderstood someone I so dear*~*

*~*Scold him without asking for explanation*~*

*~*I can't do anything but regret*~*

*~*All because of my fucking emotion*~*

So Sorry..

The Prejudice Upholder

Dillema

Amoeba destruction

From Him, For me

Prejudice Leads to Betterment

Home Alone

Streamyx went Gay

No Title

Its all about MOOT - Part 2 - Bailiff

It's all about MOOT - Part 1 - The Intro

Can I sell dates on ebay? I'm desperately in need of $$

Another day goes on

Bad USB Bad USB!

Now I know why Lina wanna adopt a child..

I don't need this piece of shyt

Day before the doomday

Gracie vs Baby PC

Jin Joined Biblero

Speechless

18SG - Contain disgusting scene, children below 18 years old are not suitable to view the post.

Children

I'm not IT idiot.. T_T

Gracie's sembreak

to Yan Er

Japan Dreamz

>*< GuiTar NooB >*<

*~Touching~*

What's wrong with the leaders?

Three stooges in the house

It's all about law law and LAW!

I'm so gonna migrate after I get RICH!

Food Poisoned Fish

Manicure Anyone?

Emo night.. Thx to menstruation

Survey of the Day

Survey of the Day

Biz Lounge Come to MAMA

Study Night

Confession of the liar

>< GuiTar NooB ><

~Touching~